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Returned
I finally reinstated my blog after moving hosts. Although I had ideas to write about, I lacked the motivation to follow through with it. Tonight I felt different, so I imported my articles and decided to work a bit on … Continue reading
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Positive interaction
I had some sort of good interaction yesterday. As I was staying on a bench with “my partner” (joking, I dislike that term, “my girlfriend” is more accurate), I heard my name being called and I saw one of my … Continue reading
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RIP life
Just found out that my older cousin died. Life estranged us, and it is partly my fault for it. I never fought for it, although in fairness never did he. Still, it hurts to realise that he is not here … Continue reading
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Why ain’t it me..why ain’t it ever?
I remember when I saw this quote. It was in Elden Ring, I was frustrated because of RL issues of my own making and then I just killed Blackguard from Elden ring, for the first time. His dying quote did … Continue reading
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Christmas Dreams
It is not the first time I dream about you during Christmas but is the most painful one until now. I don’t need to travel deep down on my thoughts to know what happened and where I went wrong. … Continue reading
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The best pizza in town
And it happened. I’m back home. No, somehow I still got here and it wasn’t a particularly good timing for it either, as the winter is coming full blast. Even tho I saw some things here that would need addressing … Continue reading
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I am a clown
While browsing through Instagram, looking for cats videos, this image popped into my feed. Usually, 9gag offers fun pics, but this one hit too close to home. I am in an endless self reflecting loop anyway for reasons … Continue reading
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Vittorio Vanini chocolate and morning thoughts
There is an aura of bad energy around us at the moment. The US election brings what is worse on the people from both sides and, to be fair, is very difficult to either ignore it or to talk about … Continue reading
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The safety net
I always say that I’ll write things, but I just go through them inside my head and then drop the writing process. Today is not a good day, unfortunately. I have already planned an upcoming trip I do not look … Continue reading
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Last night
Got some pretty shitty dreams last night. It seems like no matter how hard I try to get past some things in my life, they find their way back. Do they try to tell me something? Is there anything from … Continue reading
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